Game Over

I'm not gonna write long undercover blogs about her like he is.

He doesn't know who she really is.

I wonder if he's ever wondered why everybody she talks to has a screen name.

Or why she always has on the same t-shirts even though she's been showing him pics that go back 3-5 years.

Or why you can see the tags on her clothes in every pic that's not in a tshirt.

I don't blame him though.

He doesn't know this is what she does, she's addicted to this electronic attention.

Before him it was me, her boyfriend at the time.

Before me it was her boyfriend at the time.

"If she got with you when she already had a man, why wouldn't she cheat on you?"

Mase & 112 sang that over a decade ago.

He's not even the only one, according to her.

He's not the one she phone bones, or gets penis pictures from.

Doesn't stop her from sending those 5 year old body shots though, or those distorted ass face pictures.

She goes to work around humans all day, but talks & types to machines.

She gets off work and spends the rest of her day talking & typing to machines.

He knows the picture of her that she painted herself, but she leaves her contacts in for months so you know she can't see.

She has missed appointments in pursuit of carpal tunnel.

She has chosen to type over eat many many times.

She hasn't been to the doctor since the levees were up.

Wish I could say the same about STDs, there's still a "cold sore that she gets all the time but hasn't had since she met me for some reason" trying to clear up on her lip.

I'm 100% positive she didn't send a pic showing that though.

LOL

I would say "he can have her," but you can't.

You don't even know her yet.

You don't even know about her yet.

It's true she doesn't mind being told that she's wrong, but it's never on her mind that she COULD BE wrong.

She hates her mom, yet acknowledges she's just like her.

Feeling that way about herself, how could she feel about anybody else?

The head is spectacular though, can't take that from her.

Unless the cold sore comes back.

Maybe they're both lonely and looking for the same thing though.

I've learned some of the most serious pain is felt when you try to hold on to something that doesn't want to be held onto.

It's time to grow up, and that means dealing with grown up women that know how to put down their GameBoy when they have something to do.